Saturday, August 25, 2007

I hate BFN's!

I got another one this morning! I don't mind them at 8 or 9DPO because that's usually too early to test. But I HATE them at 13 DPO! I don't understand why I've been having all these cramps! It's really confusing. I never get cramps before my period. They always come after. Poor Christina thinks I'm losing it. Every time she sees me on the internet I'm looking at photos of pee sticks! I started crying yesterday because that was the first time I let myself think that I might NOT be pregnant. I've been trying to stay positive because everything little thing helps! Last year when we tried, it wasn't that big of a deal because we were using fresh sperm and it wasn't costing an arm and a leg. This year is totally different! It really sucks to spend that much money and have it not work! UGGHHH!
Well, I know it's not over until AF shows. Maybe she'll show a day early!

1 comment:

Lora said...

Aawwww, I'm so sorry, Kari! Hang in there...it definitely ain't over til AF shows!!!! Could be still too early to detect the HSG. I would NOT let defeat win just yet!!!