I hate being jealous!

Soooo... Christina's brother's wife had her baby last night. It really really bothered me. I'm very jealous about it and I don't know how to get over it! I don't think I can go see that baby! I'm mean jealous, not nice jealous. My friend, Lisa, is pregnant and I'm jealous of her, but it's a nice jealousy. I'm happy for her mostly. It doesn't help that christina's brother is super obnoxious and I can't even stand to be around him. Now he has something that I want and I don't like it! I hope I can get over this soon! It's making me miserable!

Some good news... I have an interview today. It's for a job in Atlanta. I'm pretty nervous about it. I'm mostly nervous about having to move. It's such a big hassle, but when I think about staying here I feel sick. So which is the lesser of two evils? We'll have to sell our house and pack all the animals up. Big big hassle! Oh well. I think our quality of life will be better! :)

By the way... thank you for all the nice comments! They really make my day when I read them. :)

probably on hold again...

We've decided to think about moving. I dislike my job very much and right now would be a perfect time to relocate. That means no baby. :( It would be very difficult to start a new job in a new city in a new state while being pregnant. So we're going to wait and see what happens when my resume gets out there somewhere. I shouldn't have a hard time finding a job because I've seen plenty of ads for asbestos analysts. We just have to make sure we are careful about where we choose to live. I want to go somewhere that we can afford, but also has a more open and welcoming atmosphere towards gays and lesbians. California is probably out of the question. We're thinking Dallas, TX. I never would've imagined myself saying I want to move to Dallas!! Weird.
So, if anyone knows anything about Dallas, let me know! :)

I apologize for not writing in such a long time.... things have been quite stressful! We're still getting used to Christina working from home. So far, money has not been an issue, but we haven't hit the slow season yet. We're busy planning our spring vacation with my sister and her husband. We're going to Florida for a week. I'm so excited about that. (Hopefully I'll be pregnant too).

We're planning on trying to conceive this month. I am on CD3. We haven't ordered yet, but we probably will tonight. I hope this is it... I'm too tired of dealing with this.

My best friend at work is having bad issues at home. She has a 7 and 3 year old plus she's 4 months pregnant and her husband decided to leave her. He either moved out last night or tonight. I feel so bad for her because she has no idea why he's leaving! I told her I would help her in any way. It's going to be very difficult for her.

I'm having difficulties at work. I don't like my job.... too bad it pays the bills. I'm going to try not to think about it and concentrate on my photography so I can get out of here. I'm hoping that by 2009 we can afford for me to do photography full time.

So that's what's going on with me. I'll be blogging soon about which donor we choose!